Post by rapture on Sept 27, 2008 16:06:32 GMT -5
A u l a i
Inspired knowledge it is that there can actually be a sense
of right and wrong in this corrupted empire, awaiting its past
date of downfall and the rising of a new destruction.
[/color][/size]Inspired knowledge it is that there can actually be a sense
of right and wrong in this corrupted empire, awaiting its past
date of downfall and the rising of a new destruction.
I am here, that is fact. Another: I had never left. Sporadic breaks took place when you chose to play the role of the 'good' people. We all know the truth: you simply donned the mask, and you never were good. I would have come back whenever you chose to end your silly charade, stopped pretending to be something you never will be.
You attempt to live in a variety of ways- wide little eyes searching... for what? You don't know. You strive to follow patterns, never straying to create your own path. You're afraid of being ostracized and so you live the life that has been set before you- go to school, get good grades, get married, have children and the ultimate- die. Such is the traditional pattern of your people and to break it is taboo. It is the most likely path to follow, for you are all mindless cattle. You care only about your lives, not others. Any 'good' that you do ultimately benefits yourselves. Pity…perhaps I shall not.
You all claim to have dreams while even fewer of you accomplish them. Then again, your dreaming is a transparent cover for your weak-willed urges to change what is and what remains to be. The interests of others, of those that you don't even know, rule you, your people. You are dictated by your ruler, Ego. Who has less? Who has more? Who shall enter Paradise and who shall not? Here is a question for you- who is worthy enough to make those choices?
It's all about 'me' and 'I'. Every decision is carefully considered using one or both of those terms, aren't they? And perhaps that is why your kind has chosen to live in their bubbles of ignorance. From behind its shield, you cannot see the horrors of other's lives as they struggle through poverty and disease. Your rose-colored glasses hide the filth that they crawl through daily and fill out their bone-filled bags of skin. Your illusion is so perfect that it is indeed filled with flaws. Flaws that are invisible to you cattle.
As you build your lives, you're destroying others. d**n everyone else, right? Who are they to get in the way of your ascent to Perfection? Yes. That is indeed who you are. You create wars to drain others of their resources and lives. Your hands mold diseases and weapons to attack others instead of something to feed the hungry. You are too consumed with your greed and wrath. That is the level of your great technology and evolution. It is sickening. Free will has lead you far from grace- you weren't created for this.
It's funny how so few of you can grasp this concept despite the fact that so many try. What is it that isn't sinking into your pathetic little heads? Is it too much for you? Ohhh, poor little beastie!
I struck out in anger, the single hoof biting deep into the earth. The rich scent of soil alerted me of the land's wound. I didn't care. Why should I? I'm just another body in this world, another voice crying out in the crowd of millions. I pull my charcoaled chin to my chest as I let myself loose to these pent up emotions. Up, down, up, down. I race and kick, sending my heels to the star-strewn heavens. It felt good, as always.
It wasn't long before I was fighting for breath, I could feel my lungs working like billows to capture every spare molecule of oxygen. My heart pounded against my ribs, beat firmly against the walls of my veins and arteries. I was alive. I let the world know it by releasing a triumphant cry that rang in my ears long after my jaws snapped shut. Would anyone hear? Perhaps.
I ducked my golden head as I pulled my legs beneath me. I stood square and proud as my blood was meant to be. I tossed my head up in a flare for the dramatic, letting my chocolate locks fall into place rather haphazardly. Let them come.
ooc: this is open to anyone. c: and just as a note, I don't normally write this long- I felt that one of my stories would be the perfect intro for 'Lai. ;D